well now, it's been a while
lots of stuff goin on...
our everpresent struggle to move into our house, away from humanity, is becoming more and more relevant
i have been transfered to a different store, a store that is a big challenge.
been wavering back and forth from church or staying home on sunday with shawn...just that
why is it so hard to just get up and go? last time we were there, it was like, kinda boring to me...really repetitive and such
well anyway...all of this stuff is happening around me, and i feel like i am missing out, like everyone is doing what they want except me...i just want to go back to school in the worst way. and be a teacher....and that's it...no facetious dreams of stardom and fame, no false realities of moving to new york and living off of a job that really won't support me...i just want my life the way i invision it to be...a secret muse in my own right, teaching today's youth and possibly swaying them to a life of creativity. is that so hard?
well, i miss everyone, and i always say that. i have no life, and we hang out with nobody...so...except matt and josh/patty.
they are cool guys..and gal
and so are yall.
welp...see ya |